By Murray Zimiles
- "These paintings,
drawings, prints, and artists’ books are graphic statements meant
to engage and propel the viewer into a whirlwind of fire and devastation.
It is but 55 years ago that the world descended into madness.
God looked away as the greatest carnage in human history took
place. Civilization crumbled. The Holocaust is the pivotal event
of our century, and perhaps of all human history. As an artist
it is my obligation to deal with this subject. I write this in
desperation as I read statements claiming the Holocaust never
happened, of "ethnic Cleansing", the slaughter in what once was
Yugoslavia, and the emergence of Neo-Nazi mobs in Germany. REMEMBER!"
--Artist's Statement
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The following
letter was written by the artist to his son, Andrei:
- August 18,
1988,
Aushwitz, Poland
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- Dear Andrei:
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- Again I
have trouble sleeping. This time it is nerves. I realize that
until I go to Aushwitz-Birkenau I won't be able to enjoy anything
in Crakow. It's 70 km from Crakow and the drive is terrible. I
am almost sick when I arrive and pull the car out of the parking
lot and head back for fear of throwing up. As I approach again
I look at every old house and old person and ask "What did you
see, what did you know?."
- As I turn
the corner into the museum I meet up with some Americans who have
a guide, a very dignified Polish lady whose father-in-law was
in Aushwitz for helping Jews. She swore on his death bed that
she would continue to help people understand the profundity of
this museum. This she has done for the past 15 years. Her voice
is soothing yet full of pathos.
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- The Americans
are in Warsaw for a conference. I ignore them and we are guided
to the gate. There it is, Arbeit Macht Frei, those notorious German
words I've heard all my life. The camp is large and of brick construction,
the streets orderly. This makes it all the more insane it could
be a housing estate. The museum is simple and devastating. The
exhibits include artificial limbs, human hair, baggage, and shoes.
It's the children's shoes that break my heart. I feel so overwhelmed
by the futility and stupidity of the barbarism committed against
these innocents. The anger in me is immense.
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- There are
thousands of people here and many are Germans. They come with
flowers and leave them at various places, shrines, and graves.
This place is holy. I touch everything especially the cells and
the walls of the gas chamber. Here thousands of bodies were cremated
in the ovens.
- At Birkenau,
5 km from Aushwitz is even more horrible because much of it was
left as it was found at the time of liberation. Tens of thousands
of people were registered. They never registered the old, the
pregnant women, and the children. They went from the trains to
the ovens. How could this have happened? Who were these people
who could do such a thing? After six hours and no food I feel
strange, drained. Birkenau is vast and being in the wooden barracks
and seeing the tiny bunks where ten people crowded together is
almost more than I can take. I've had enough!
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- As I walk
back along the rail way bed I look for something, anything, to
take home. I find part of a leather heel. I don't know if it's
very old or off a visitor's shoe, it doesn't matter, it is my
souvenir. As I take it I leave some of me behind. This place has
broken my heart and will live in me and my art forever. I don't
ever want to come back. I don't need to. I can take the walk I
just took in mind and soul. I now realize that something made
me start the Holocaust series, something I can't yet understand.
In a way it is for Andrei for he symbolizes another end to Judaism
for which so many have died. It's my way of telling him what happened
to my people and for him to respect the five thousand years of
history that I inherited. Just maybe he will understand and feel
pride in that force that has kept his people alive.
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- And so,
my son, my feelings are for you and I am now weeping for all the
children like you who weren't allowed to grow up. And for the
parents who held them as the gas choked them. Imagine the sense
of failure, of outrage, at being unable to save your child. How
can Jews believe? How can God......?
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- Murray Zimiles
is a Professor of Art and Design in the Conservatory of Art and
Design. He is a visual artist with a special interest in the Holocaust
and Jewish folk art. He has been exhibited widely around the world
and his work is represented in the collections of many museums.
His honors include the Kempner Distinguished Professorship at
Purchase College.
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© 1999 Murray Zimiles all rights reserved.
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Professional
Artist and Professor of Art
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